From Me to Myself???

Wednesday, November 2010 mum and dad gave birth to a new baby girl and they named her Aimee Wivine ZINGANA SENZEYI, and that was Me. I was born with 5kgs, mum had a hard time giving birth to me, really come on, I was 5KGS….lol. I was the sixth born of my family but two years after they again gave birth to a boy,my brother ,Patou.

We grew up in Kinshasa in R.D.C, good life and I thank God, never lack of anything, house, school, food etc…my parents lost 3 kids. We were seven and now are 4 . The first born was a boy and he died one week after he was born, the he was followed by a girl, I had the chance to meet her, I even think that we looked alike, her name was Christelle Shimisha but we used to call her Shimi. She was around 15 or 16 years old when she died of kidney deficiency, she was very beautiful and responsible at least that what I remember, I think I was 10 when she died. After shimi, mum and dad had again a baby girl her name was  Dederi, who also died of an accident, I never had the chance to know her ,I may have mate her but never knew her because I only had months. On pictures? I think I looked like her as well…lol anyway after her came my brother Christian (first born now), then after him came my sister Babra, then Me then Patou the last born

Well on this message I just wanted you to understand my blog’s topic “Me to Myself”, as I told you earlier , was born as Aimee ZINGANA SENZEYI and grew up as me, but then after I choose what I wanted to be ,I decided to become Myself. Not the Me that everybody knows, the Me that was doing nothing for the Myself, the Me that was so selfish to think of the Myself, the Me that preferred to live the way it is because it is to hard to become the Myself ,something of my own, something where I know that if I’m like this today ,its not because of Me, but because I Myself has decided and worked for…….

See for the next message…………….